Hard to believe

It is so hard for both of us to believe that we are finally going to meet our baby. It seems like the last two and a half years of waiting and wondering if and when we would ever have another child have been a figment of our imaginations. No not really, I wouldn't wish the heartache and the wasted money we have spent on anyone. And to be honest this is very expensive and not really in our budget so to speak but it is all worth it!

We have suitcases lined up in the nursery and I keep throwing things in that we need. It is nice to not have travel piles everywhere. Every time I go in there I get excited and dream. The smell in there is wonderful....Johnson's baby lotion, Pampers, Dreft, Downy....wonder what he will look like laying in his crib. My mom and I found a sheepskin at IKEA and that is in his crib for him to snuggle in to. It is so incredibly soft, not exactly what a Florida baby needs but he is also a Russian boy!

I have given Brynn and Michelle access to post on here while we are gone since we aren't sure if we will have Internet access in Kirov. We cannot post any pictures of him until we go to court. Sorry! Russian law and we aren't doing anything to jeopardize this!